Waking up.
I’ve been asleep for years. I’ve been afraid to embrace life, friendships, lovers, etc… Someone woke me up.
I’ve been asleep for years. I haven’t been moving. Life is moving all around me, the sounds and visions make it through to my subconscious but I do not participate. I am breathing, my heart is beating but my eyes are closed. I am aware.
I’ve been afraid to embrace life, friendships, lovers, etc… I am aware. People surround me and I call many by titles such as friend and lover. I do not embrace these titles or participate or believe or reciprocate. I know I need to embrace, but I do not trust.
Someone woke me up. One person, one moment, my eye lids lifted. I saw with my eyes, I saw with my heart. I saw, for the first time, the visions and sounds that were available only to my subconscious and I began to participate. I began to embrace, believe and trust. I began to move.
Someone woke me up. It began with “Please trust me.” It began when fear ended.

